|My original artwork via an app for kids, what has two thumbs and is mastering finger painting? this guy.|
It’s been a crazy week, but it’s getting better. My 7-year relationship with John ended, my car got broken into (in my covered gated garage in my building) and my work laptop and beautiful laptop bag were stolen. Once I got my new car window my car wouldn’t start. I ran a red light yesterday. I had an anxiety attack.
facing a long future of bonnets and housecats.
For as overwhelmed as I've felt lately, I feel double, triple, a thousand times as much LOVED by everyone in my life. I know it could always be worse and had it not been for the all-at-once factor I would probably have some better perspective on this. However as I am notoriously unemotional (half robot, in the hizzouse), my meltdown concerned those around me. From moving emails/calls/taking me out/sending goodies I am beyond touched and know how very lucky I am.
Now I'm just channeling my favorite down and out orphan and singing optomistic songs in the shower.